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Now that Lokis gone, my other deities feel much more present. Hekate has talked to me about the fallout with my friends. I've forgotten how blunt and honest she can be, but I am thankful for that. Shes holding me accountable for my faults and helping me to see the other side. But it's like Lucifer said, those friends were toxic and it was time to let them go.

Aphrodite is also much more present. I'm kinda glad I didn't become devoted to Loki because I dont think I would be able to handle all that chaos he'd bring into my life. I miss how nice Aphrodite's presence feels, how nice her voice and especially her laugh is.
I'm considering working with Asmodeus and Ares. They scare me a bit, but so did deity work yet here I am. I felt Ares' presence and it wasnt so bad, it was actually kinda comforting. I think I'm going to work with Lucifer a little more before Asmodeus. (If you have any advice or experiences working with Asmodeus or Lucifer, please do tell!)
So far, I've been working with the Roman-Deity-Epithet of Lucifer. Hes a bit aloof, but so was Aphrodite when I first reached out. Though the things he's been illuminating have been hard to work through, I'm excited to work with him in the future. He really likes the song Drops of Jupiter (Tell Me) by Train.

I took a bubble bath for Aphrodite and Lucifer for Valentines day. Lady Freyja (once again) contacted me. The first time, she appeared in my dream as a snow queen, but all of the symbols she was associated with in my dream weren't ones she uses, so I disregarded it. But on Valentines, her energy was very heavy.

On that same day, I did a past life meditation out of curiosity. I didn't get a lot of information, except that I really liked plants/flowers, especially coneflowers. They were the first plant that came to my mind. Some people in the comments said they fell asleep listening to the meditation and had a dream related to their past life. I had a dream my mom got me a box of a bunch of different teas 😭

I know not many people read this, but I've been really looking forward to writing these little blogs. It's been helping me get me back on my feet after loosing my friends. Grateful for you guys, thank you 🙏

Current Mood: thoughtful
Current Music: Dsco by Sweet Trip

I started working with Lord Lucifer recently. Loki (and eventually Lucifer) showed me how toxic some friends were, and helped me to confront them and break them off. It was really, really hard, but I'm glad it's done. Lord Loki left me and passed me off to Lucifer.

Lucifer is kinda stern but sweet. His vibe to me is a little different than others have described. Intense, but a literal "light-bringer". Like son-of-Aurora Lucifer.

Cutting off those friends was really hard for me. Coping with their absence is just as hard, but I'm glad they're no longer in my life. I felt like I could tell anything to them. I miss talking to them all the time, but I'm also sickened by how much time I've wasted talking to them now I see what they're truly like. I have friends but only one of them is close to me and I don't want to get clingy. I'm going to try to keep busy somehow but theres not a lot of oppurtunities around me. Hopefully I can get a job.

In the days after I cut them out, Lucifer's helped me get back onto my feet with self-care (avoiding ruminating/worrying by watching TV, eating healthy, cleaning the house, etc). I lit a candle and took a bubble bath, and the way the candle reflected in the water + bubbles felt like his energy. 🥰 I like looking around and feeling Lucifers energy, like the evening sun streaming through the window. Hekate, Loki, and Aphrodite are very happy I'm working with him.

Energetically, it feels like summer. I'm not a big fan of the summer but I'm certainly looking foreward to it for some reason. I blame the weird Adult Swim shows I've been getting into. I'm talking like the old serial stuff like 12 oz Mouse, Perfect Hair Forever, Gemusetto Machu Picchu, etc. The first two episodes of PHF was good- nothing excellent, but still good- and I was kinda excited to see how the rest of the series would progress but it was kinda disappointing :(. Like the writers just gave up on the show. I had trouble sitting through Gemusetto so I had to watch a bit of s2 to get through s1. I like it, definetly one of the weirdest shows I've ever seen. I like it. 12 oz Mouse is honestly a comfort show, even though I don't understand it. The Eye is my favorite. I need to write or read some fanfiction of the show. I need a rewritten fanfic of Perfect Hair Forever as well. May the summer-time-vibe is because I watched Tim and Eric + Home Movies last year in the summer time.

I like 12 oz Mouse's intro, I wish the music was on spotify. The alternate is kinda funny cause I wasn't expecting the jazz singer to curse. Its trippy hearing him say "I got a car full of bitches and brand new bong".

Went on a walk today with Lord Lucifer and saw a snake (it wasnt harmful, thankfully). I've tried working with Aurora but I dont think she wants to work with me. I havent gotten a sign from her yet. But I felt Lucifers presence in my dream last night. I was lighting a glittery purple candle. I pulled some birthday candles out of the trash to save for him, he didnt like that very much

Current Mood: nostalgic

Ughghghghgh

This is not easy. I'm trying to stay busy and avoid doomscrolling but its SO HARD. Trying to work on fanfiction but its SO HARD WHEN ALL YMY IDEAS ARE DRY. I should probably EAT LUNCH but I'm NOT IN THE MOOD. This suck ASS. Can't use tumblr or youtube.

Need... stimulation... ugggggggghhhhhhhh

I'm trying to write this to take my mind off of it.I haven't used youtube in the past few days and have been meditating instead and it's been nice. I meditated this morning and it was nice. Saw a hawk outside, I think it was Apollo or Hekate giving me a sign. I felt it looking through me, almost like it's watching over me? I know Apollo is associated with hawks and Hekate isn't, but it felt like Hekate giving me a sign that's she's watching over me. If not, then Apollo telling me he liked my music offering :)

Ugh. The only thing I can do right now to keep me busy is clean. Yeah. No...

Current Mood: Antsy

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