my_keys_123 | Deity work, Valentines, and Past Life

Now that Lokis gone, my other deities feel much more present. Hekate has talked to me about the fallout with my friends. I've forgotten how blunt and honest she can be, but I am thankful for that. Shes holding me accountable for my faults and helping me to see the other side. But it's like Lucifer said, those friends were toxic and it was time to let them go.

Aphrodite is also much more present. I'm kinda glad I didn't become devoted to Loki because I dont think I would be able to handle all that chaos he'd bring into my life. I miss how nice Aphrodite's presence feels, how nice her voice and especially her laugh is.
I'm considering working with Asmodeus and Ares. They scare me a bit, but so did deity work yet here I am. I felt Ares' presence and it wasnt so bad, it was actually kinda comforting. I think I'm going to work with Lucifer a little more before Asmodeus. (If you have any advice or experiences working with Asmodeus or Lucifer, please do tell!)
So far, I've been working with the Roman-Deity-Epithet of Lucifer. Hes a bit aloof, but so was Aphrodite when I first reached out. Though the things he's been illuminating have been hard to work through, I'm excited to work with him in the future. He really likes the song Drops of Jupiter (Tell Me) by Train.

I took a bubble bath for Aphrodite and Lucifer for Valentines day. Lady Freyja (once again) contacted me. The first time, she appeared in my dream as a snow queen, but all of the symbols she was associated with in my dream weren't ones she uses, so I disregarded it. But on Valentines, her energy was very heavy.

On that same day, I did a past life meditation out of curiosity. I didn't get a lot of information, except that I really liked plants/flowers, especially coneflowers. They were the first plant that came to my mind. Some people in the comments said they fell asleep listening to the meditation and had a dream related to their past life. I had a dream my mom got me a box of a bunch of different teas 😭

I know not many people read this, but I've been really looking forward to writing these little blogs. It's been helping me get me back on my feet after loosing my friends. Grateful for you guys, thank you 🙏