my_keys_123 | Shitty Friends, Lucifer, and Adult Swim

I started working with Lord Lucifer recently. Loki (and eventually Lucifer) showed me how toxic some friends were, and helped me to confront them and break them off. It was really, really hard, but I'm glad it's done. Lord Loki left me and passed me off to Lucifer.

Lucifer is kinda stern but sweet. His vibe to me is a little different than others have described. Intense, but a literal "light-bringer". Like son-of-Aurora Lucifer.

Cutting off those friends was really hard for me. Coping with their absence is just as hard, but I'm glad they're no longer in my life. I felt like I could tell anything to them. I miss talking to them all the time, but I'm also sickened by how much time I've wasted talking to them now I see what they're truly like. I have friends but only one of them is close to me and I don't want to get clingy. I'm going to try to keep busy somehow but theres not a lot of oppurtunities around me. Hopefully I can get a job.

In the days after I cut them out, Lucifer's helped me get back onto my feet with self-care (avoiding ruminating/worrying by watching TV, eating healthy, cleaning the house, etc). I lit a candle and took a bubble bath, and the way the candle reflected in the water + bubbles felt like his energy. 🥰 I like looking around and feeling Lucifers energy, like the evening sun streaming through the window. Hekate, Loki, and Aphrodite are very happy I'm working with him.

Energetically, it feels like summer. I'm not a big fan of the summer but I'm certainly looking foreward to it for some reason. I blame the weird Adult Swim shows I've been getting into. I'm talking like the old serial stuff like 12 oz Mouse, Perfect Hair Forever, Gemusetto Machu Picchu, etc. The first two episodes of PHF was good- nothing excellent, but still good- and I was kinda excited to see how the rest of the series would progress but it was kinda disappointing :(. Like the writers just gave up on the show. I had trouble sitting through Gemusetto so I had to watch a bit of s2 to get through s1. I like it, definetly one of the weirdest shows I've ever seen. I like it. 12 oz Mouse is honestly a comfort show, even though I don't understand it. The Eye is my favorite. I need to write or read some fanfiction of the show. I need a rewritten fanfic of Perfect Hair Forever as well. May the summer-time-vibe is because I watched Tim and Eric + Home Movies last year in the summer time.

I like 12 oz Mouse's intro, I wish the music was on spotify. The alternate is kinda funny cause I wasn't expecting the jazz singer to curse. Its trippy hearing him say "I got a car full of bitches and brand new bong".

Went on a walk today with Lord Lucifer and saw a snake (it wasnt harmful, thankfully). I've tried working with Aurora but I dont think she wants to work with me. I havent gotten a sign from her yet. But I felt Lucifers presence in my dream last night. I was lighting a glittery purple candle. I pulled some birthday candles out of the trash to save for him, he didnt like that very much